This Is My Life

Good Day and Welcome again to my Blog. Well early this morning I was feeling really weird that I was having a stroke or something but I think it was a bad Panic Attack again, so just had to relax for awhile and felt better afterwards. It's not a fun feeling at all. I've been posting my blog around and was hoping for a bigger turnout, either that no one really reads anymore or they don't care which is alright. So we'll see what happens.  

My Blog/Diary I haven't blogged in a long while due to life getting in the way but enough about that. Today I'm going to talk about my everyday struggles. A lot of people that know me thinks I'm this strong person but in reality, I'm not,  I just don't let others see my pain so this is why I'm going to start a Blog/Diary to open up more about me and what go's on in my life. You may follow or not it's completely up to you. I haven't work in the last few years due to health reasons and also my husband got really sick so I had to take care of him and this has been going on for the last 4 years. I'm not here for sympathy but to tell my story.  I'm a really shy person and I tried to get on Social Media like Periscope and Busker so I can overcome this phobia, but my Anxiety sets in and then I start panicking.    I've heard and read that some people can overcome this but for the life of me I can't. I've tried since I was youn...